i wish just for one dae, my mind will be out of the school zone. long tyme lagyk never go out with friends. shheesssh. i miss them. i don't care what peepol want to sae. im a minah ? my friends are lyke matrep ? we are nuisance to everione ? sae what eu want to sae, i doooonnn't care. hehe. i know that they are friendly and nice peepol. they are fun and they do persue there dreams oke. they are normal humas too. and when we make noise, we are not being nuisance oke. we don't make noise in an enclosed area. it's open space, and we make ALOT of noise. just abit. heee ~



oke. forget about these so-called problems of mine. let's talk about just now. NADiA GOT BASHED ! belated birthdae bash that is. hehe.with all the flour and egg... and coke. oke the coke part was an 'about to' its not a 'yet'. as is its planned by ashir, but didnt do it. she wore lyke so nice because she's going with family. then kena lyke that. but in the end went to my house, took a bath and went to fetch nephew. she went home also laar.. but no worries, her family fetch her from home, THEN they go out. it was damn funny sei. nad wasnt abit angry, she lyked it infact. because she had never been bashed before. soo our mission is accomplished and she is not mad. good ai. hehe.im oing to ask Rara for nad's picture when she got bashed. then we all can laugh together, for now WATCH BAD BOiS II.

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was bored, browsing youtube videos and THEY popped up:

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my chances of getting that stupid Blackberry phone is getting sooooooooo LOW. thanks to yours truly (not me laa). peepol of the beloved would know. ehk, i soo want that phone sia. ha, since when i let that phone kena sold also i dont know. eu can meet your friends, SO CAN I ! they are better than yours. they are nothing lyke yours. so pissed off right now.

luckily there's my babyies who are there when i need them. Sue, the one who never fails to to give the listening ear-keeping me strong. Nad, there to pick me up on my feet and never fail to keep me look on the bright side of lyfe. Maie, there to make that big laugh in the hollow hallway of my lyfe. and Cherry, what more could i sae-Best Friend saes it all.

meeting up with Neesah, Leezyfied, Fiq and Mike. mainly, they made my dae by that little bit more (in small words) happy. although Mike was being hys usual irritatingness, but hey without hys irritatingness i wouldnt laugh. lyke seriously. and also that one person who brought back the sun during an eclipse.-shall not be named. now all im missing is my Whitestar, gosh i miss her lar. we shall go out and study oke. i promise.

im going to sleep at grandies house. maybe fridae baleq, maybe mondae. we'll see. need tyme alone )= till unhacticness arises,

so long-farewell readers.

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oke, im abit outdated. hehe. so yar.


CONGRATS SHAHRIR !

YOU'VE ACHIEVED 3RD POSITION IN AYG !
i know that it sounds sarcastic, but seriously, congrats [=

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todae, i am suppose to go to Maie's chalet. i feel lyke i paitao them. i'll understand if eu gals are angry at me, i understand. im really sorry gals for the dissapointment. i really want to go, but since Yuhtee is going out and my brother will be alone at home. not that he scared or something, but hey. i know how it feels to be the only child in the house, whereas your siblings are out enjoying themselves. i know, trust me. and furthermore, i know my father is a nagotiable person. despite hym being veri understanding, he has feelings too. a thing about us, is that we willing do something that we dont want to, most of the tymes. and i understand that my father is worried for my exams and its a school nite. so, i pull myself together and chose not to go out todae. i have to be strong and strain myself from ani temptations that can jeopardise my concentration for Nlevels.

speaking of which, i have also been restraining myself from meeting 'The Guys'. they are my friends and i have not meet them for a loooonnggg tyme. i did bump into them during the afternoon. gosh i miss them. they arent realli bad once eu get to know them. i know they may seem lyke bad news, but they're not actualli. they are there when i feel alone, when im sad or just frus. they can make me laugh within a split second. the reason for me not meeting them for a looonnngg tyme would be (1) how i feel about them, and (2) a promise to my beloved. how i feel would be that they've changed abit since they join in "CLUBS". they are no longer the Sisilaq i know and love. they've changed. and instead of feeling lyke i felt, im feel the contra of it. i feel lyke they wont be there for me lyke they use to because they will have to "settle problems" giving "claimations". i feel lyke they wont even feel ani of the people around them who are not in "CLUBS". lyke we are of a liabilty to them. hence, i choose not push myself not to mit them. and i would lyke to sae that its going well and im hurting myself bringing myself further from them.

(2) would be them. i have promised them and i am willingly to keep to my part of the deal. its for my own good right. and i trust that they know whats best for me. they've gone through the stage that im going through. especially my brother, he has gone through the worser parts of what im going through. so i trust hym and i love the both of eu equally.

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