Thursday, April 30, 2009

happy birthdae to eu. happy birthdae to eu.
happy birthdae dear SUEE.
happy borthdae to eu !
weee~

suee, i wish eu best of luck in everything eu do. i love eu, lyke seriously. [not in the bengkok kind of wae laa] and how could eu let lat read the letter, i shy tao. hehe

yesyesyes. semalam was this gorgeous lady punyerq birthdae. celebrated at school. hope eu lyke ze present bby. waah. now she's officially 17 and 1 dae. hehe. oke so that's about it that is interesting? ohh yar. saturdae we girls are going out. ya. going out hmm. tengok laa. not buat-ing prangai oke. it's just because of _ _ _. yeah eu know, i know, we know whaat. hehe. sucks, i know. everyone hate it.

rindu feewhitestar

rindu farah nadia

rindu pika

rindu sisilaq

lastly; hopefully khalis taq gado lar ha, AMIN.

4:26 PM

Tuesday, April 28, 2009

oke look. im alreadi so tired of eu ~~insulting~~ writing about others' flaws. eu are putting other peepol who are not even involve in this so called conflict. eu want to take them away from me, go ahead. eu want to make them hate me, go ahead. i dont care animore. if even want to think those "friends" of yours ouside school can help eu, than it up to eu. I GIVE UP. happy? just stop writing about those who are innocent and im so sick and tired of eu hurting our freinds. insult me eu want, go right ahead. i'll shut up. just dont hurt our friends, cause if eu do. you know what'll happen next.

oke im home early cause im sick. boo~ i pity subhi, he really wants me to be in MT class. sorry subhi. AND khalis, sorry tao !! head really saket. sorry ! pfft. im such a BAD FRIEND.

11:05 AM

Monday, April 27, 2009

"thank eu Shafa for the notebook and sweets"

very sick, not in school again.

11:57 AM

"

alaa. its oke subhi, ignore what she's saying. she has alot of friends outside school. lyke the ones who spoilt her camera, those are wonderful friends. it's oke subhi, buat bodoh ajer. she don't need your help your help in art animore, shes a born artist. da laa. aq malas naq layan ni smue. she thinks she's right, be it. all i know is that one part of the post is true. her mum is sacrificing alot for her and i, as a friend, is just another crap to her. need not to be appreciated, need not to be cared for[= im oke with that.

p/s: by me typing this post, is not to insult or fight back, just stating the facts. and IM NOT SIDING EITHER SIDES.

11:07 AM

Tuesday, April 21, 2009

fine eu want to talk, we'll talk. eu want to know what happened, fine we'll clear things out. and kalao kao kater yang kao taq bersala, fine kao taq bersala. but everyone, and yes i mean EVERYONE. knows what happened. what are all the shytes eu had thrown to me since secONE. naq bobal kann. kae kiter bobal. skrang kao boley harapkan kao pey 2 dearest je perr. lets see if your 2 dearest can help eu in thi sistuation. come on laa, dorang stakat dengar ajer, ader buat aperaper taq, taq kann. so yarr. kiter bobal kae. and kao taq paya naq buang muker pat orang laen. AND dina taq perna naq masok campor hal nie. by kao tulis macam gitu, kao yang tareq dier masok dalam hal nie, dont eu think so. lyke i sae, think before eu speak. thank eu. ohh. ingat tao....

KITER BOBAL BESOK[:

10:55 PM

Saturday, April 18, 2009

i dont know where to start. everything changed? oke i cant sae that cause not everything changed, onli the trust and feeling towards peepol change, right? right. i dont know laa. all is so complicated. things could be same, but not lyke we use to be. eu just keep on betraying the trust. backstab all that shyte, last season? yeah it is. and thats why EU have to update yourself. and by saying that, hmm, eu did do it to peepol last season. yeah. be mindful of what eu say to others or, even better, ABOUT others. get that in your head. if eu still havent realise what youve done, the can just hit youre head on something hard. maybe your memory might come back. well, thats not a 100% confirmation that youll be oke. it's either youll bleed to death and regret what youve done or youll have a HUGE bump on your head and youll get your memory back. think about what youve done. please.

"

to mama____,
please dont do it. please. i know how youre feeling. be strong. ive been enduring it for the past 4 years now. please. youve left with a few more months. dont throw al your hard work away.

5:39 PM

Wednesday, April 8, 2009

wanted to vent my anger, but after thinking back... why the fark should i do thaat. wooohhhoooo ~

YOURE AT THE LOOSING POINT BIATCH !!

so let's talk about serious matters lyke:

HAPPY BIRTHDAE NAZ BUAYE !!!
[pictures not yet taken]

andand upcoming SpeechDae, Yuhtee coming back to Singapore and etsatra. see. manymore fun stuff.

dated: 080409

CONGRATS TO NADIA, SUEE, DINA AND NDYH !

SpeechDae quite funn laa. alot of things to laugh about. eu know how boring Speakers could be right. here's a newsflash. THERE'S THIS SPEAKER THAT IS WAAAAYYYY MORE FUN THAN MY PRINCIPAL, DR ANDREW GOH. i didnt even feel bored or feel lyke sleeping when he gave out his speech. i've learn quite a few things from him. i even feel motivated to study hard for my Nlevels.

"If eu think eu can, eu can. If eu think eu cannot, then youre wasting your tyme thinking."

:quoted Dr Andrew Goh

i mean come on laa. it make sense and it's wae better than;

"what eu believe, is what youll achieve."

oke. so mainpoint is that SpeechDae wasnt that bad[: then after SpeechDae i went to mit the guys for a while, then off to home. AND at 2am, fetched Yuhtee from airport. (i wish i could talk lyke there'll be no tmrw, but i can't. sorry.) basically, im just summing everything up. so yarr. pictures will be updated.

dated:090409

oke. im going out to catch a movie. update later[: promise. tata ! bythewae, is anyone going to Sentosa tmrw? message me eh if eu are. please foolow nadia ):

dated:100409

10:10 PM

Tuesday, April 7, 2009

todae was quit tiring. had speech dae rehersal till 6. initially, it was suppose to end at 5. let me tell eu why. IT'S BECAUSE OF THAT ~~MR.~~ DR. ONG LAA ! the entire rehersal, what did we do. we only clapped, hear SOME parts of hys speech and sing song =.= pathetic, i know. and the best part was that im suppose to have training with my Alpha-ians todae. atleast i think so. urgh~ confusing, nevermind.

on the bright sight of todae is that i went to school. wakaka. oke, besides thaat. morning got to see Mr. Three-Eyelash (not literally 3eyelash), bumped to neesah, saw khaimon and dearest kaq yuhtee called ! *wootwoot* happy laa. heee.

"ehh khaimon, lepak larr. lama seii taq bobal ngan kao. kalao taq, kao laa yang agree to whatever aq cakap."

hehe. oke laa peepol. ive got to go. 2 more dae peepol, 2 more daes !
to NazBuaye, ApezCicak and etc: "good luck korang. (alwaes look on the bright side of lyfe. tudut. tudut. tudut-tudut-tudut.)"

10:41 PM

Saturday, April 4, 2009

todae parents anniversary;
not a happy one.

why?
can't tell. as in seriously. cause my teacher say that eu are not allowed to exposed your personal lyfe online.

my lyfe is so messed up. *siiigghh* i really pity my parents.. they have sacrificed alot, but they get dissapointment in return. sad, i know. not onli that, the plan for todae was to go out and celebrate.. but all of that just went down the black hole. as in waaaeeee deep into the black hole. i need a hug ):

i didnt get to go out todae, no celebration, no see friends, friendster finding fault, tagboard deleted my shout outs. what else ?!

7:33 PM